~Stressed~

I cant imagine going into detail about whats bugging me because EVERYTHING is bugging me. But I must say that I feel almost completely alone. I have my baby, God and my bestfriend. Its enough for me..I just expected more from people I give my love and support to. I can be the BIGGEST cheerleader for others. And they can completely miss my championship game.

I love everyone in my life. Im concerned and available for whoever needs me to be. If it is within my power and reach to help, save and always to care, than I do! My family has never really been supportive of my decisions whatever they may be. I got no support when I tried to go to a four year university, and no support picking up the pieces and going to community college when I could no longer afford a larger tution by myself. No one cared that I was doing the right things with my life. But it really amazes me and how involved everyone's opinions are, now that I've made a few wrong choices.

I have no intention of staying in the place I am. Dependant, angry, sad, depressed, and a slew of other things. This is my hard time in life..and all anyone seems to want to do is tell me about it. Tell me about what Im not doing, what I could be doing, ect.
Im not sure what I will have to say to the people in my life that are hurting me when I get back on my feet. I just hope its GOD that has a hold on my tongue.